Without any signs, it appears.
In many ways possible, a person have to make that decision. Likewise, i was struck between 2 things.
2 things i could never understand which one mattered to me more. Nevertheless, the feeling is neither here nor there.
To regret, i cant be.
I just hope someday, it might be me.
There were a few things i did for my FIRST time this week.
Firstly, i worked full shift on Monday! which is 10am to 11pm.
First time i worked MORNING SHIFT even after i work at HD for like 1 year plusplusplus. First time i worked FOC!
First time im going CPF building with Mom!
On Wednesday, i couldnt meet some of the the B-boys & some other classmates for Escape outing. But i met them after that though!
i know it may seems hard, but i will seriously miss you people ( plus the other B-boys ) & the other other classmates & of course, ITE LIFE.
best experience gained & much love was shared.
i'll never forget you people who brought much difference in my life. Thanks for prolly everything & anything guys!
some of the things i did this week!
I miss Arwah Roslan.
Infact, everything about you.
It is soon gonna be a year that you have left your loved ones.
I hope to see you at the other world one day dude.
See what you made me do to my diary.
Semoga rohnya akan sentiasa dicucuri rahmat. InsyaAllah, Al-Fateha.
So i spent 3 straight beautiful days with dear Fizah!
Friday was at her place, movies then off to Simpang Bedok for late night supper.
Then off to my house & slept at the wee hours of morning.
Then off to Mamat's place to teach tuition.
Then off to her house & pasar malam & bumper care & pirate ship!
Then off to sleep till so late.
Then off to visit Tok Bon at hospital.
Then off to workplace.
Then off to home.
& i got a bad diarrhoea & my gastric is making it worst & i developed 2 benjols.
But everything is good cos it's been long since sleepover!
Note to Fizah Bestfriend- remember that IT happen to every person in their own life. you gotta be really more than STRONG & pick yourself up to where you have begun. time is gonna heal you slowly, with every piece of yourself & what's left to salvage. it's about how you're gonna deal with it. i know how you feel, cos ive been thru mine. but you gotta believe in God, believe in yourself & the people around you, believe in Fate & everything else. work hard darling, cause you might never see what's really instored for you. someday, He might change it all. Love is always there. reminder : in life, it's not all about owning what you always want. it's about cherishing what you always have had in your life.
or maybe you should have said no,
& maybe baby,
you might still have me.
& look at us now,
it shouldnt be the way it should be.
& someday somehow,
you will eventually see.
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