its tears to the eyes sometimes.
you can say, overwhelming of proud.
and in pride i must say, we all grow.
and what i couldnt see 3 years ago.
i see it all so clearly now.
fret not and no point dwelling.
like i said, we all grow.
at times, we change.
a very effective yet undecisive process.
change for the better, change for the worst.
who knows?
maybe after years we knew somebody,
we might not really know the person at all.
people reminisce on the bad side.
what about the good ones?
so i do whats best.
what i think is good.
what i think is right.
what i think is true.
but thats what i think.
what do you think?
♥pleasant, but not so pleasant after all.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
11:26 PM
♥he's got my eyes on teevee.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
11:28 PM
Dearly Dave Sompiealso called
Dirly Idol
My Favourite Boy.
♥drop dead down.
Friday, July 16, 2010
10:45 PM
it brought mind whirling.
feels like up, up and away.
and when it goes down, it backs up again.
like it was a first time and very scary.
building up enough to fight it off like no other.
even when it came in, it came out back.
i felt dizzy and wild.
i should never let myself in again.
theres always trust for ownself, no matter what.
feels like up, up and away.
and when it goes down, it backs up again.
like it was a first time and very scary.
building up enough to fight it off like no other.
even when it came in, it came out back.
i felt dizzy and wild.
i should never let myself in again.
theres always trust for ownself, no matter what.
♥Lady Antebellum - Need You Now
Thursday, July 15, 2010
11:32 PM
Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Woah, woah
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now, I just need you now
Oh baby, I need you now
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Woah, woah
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now, I just need you now
Oh baby, I need you now
♥learn to live life.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
11:14 PM
people dont really capture the gratitude of living.
it takes time to finally realise we are so fortunate.
we are not disabled and neither are we in a bad living condition.
other humans have to sell their kidney to distinguish their family from poverty.
while some beg on streets, some sell their child and some, they just gave up.
and we? we are still learning how to survive.
we come across many good heartfelt things on Earth.
but what is beautiful is when we have a supportive family.
whats beautiful is when a group of friends hang out together and laugh.
whats beautiful is when you have friends you can trust and count on in anything.
whats beautiful is when you have a bestfriend, just like i do.
whats beautiful is good grades after hard work.
whats beautiful is the journey before a failed mission.
whats beautiful is your in good health and you love your body.
whats beautiful is when youre at peace with a clear mind and soul.
whats beautiful is a cooling shower full of soap and bubbles.
whats beautiful is when your customer smiles back at you.
whats beautiful is a good meal followed with a loud BURP.
whats beautiful is curling up with a good movie or a romance/thriller novel.
whats beautiful is you shop till you drop a little. heh.
and beautiful is the love from Jamal as well.
dan janganlah kita lupa kepada yang paling indah iaitu kesempurnaan dan keberkatan daripada Allah s.w.t...
it takes time to finally realise we are so fortunate.
we are not disabled and neither are we in a bad living condition.
other humans have to sell their kidney to distinguish their family from poverty.
while some beg on streets, some sell their child and some, they just gave up.
and we? we are still learning how to survive.
we come across many good heartfelt things on Earth.
but what is beautiful is when we have a supportive family.
whats beautiful is when a group of friends hang out together and laugh.
whats beautiful is when you have friends you can trust and count on in anything.
whats beautiful is when you have a bestfriend, just like i do.
whats beautiful is good grades after hard work.
whats beautiful is the journey before a failed mission.
whats beautiful is your in good health and you love your body.
whats beautiful is when youre at peace with a clear mind and soul.
whats beautiful is a cooling shower full of soap and bubbles.
whats beautiful is when your customer smiles back at you.
whats beautiful is a good meal followed with a loud BURP.
whats beautiful is curling up with a good movie or a romance/thriller novel.
whats beautiful is you shop till you drop a little. heh.
and beautiful is the love from Jamal as well.
dan janganlah kita lupa kepada yang paling indah iaitu kesempurnaan dan keberkatan daripada Allah s.w.t...
♥ungkapan.
Monday, July 5, 2010
11:56 PM
dia kata, cintaku padamu seluas langit...
♥ALL BACK AND NEW. ceh.
Friday, July 2, 2010
12:03 AM
yes yes i agree, its collecting dust over here.
but please dont shut me down.
and with solely gratitude im thankful im still able to update it again!
and what shall i say.
TERM TESTS ARE OVER!!!
Praises be to God that i passed all.
Building Sensors and Actuators : 47/50
Networking Fundamentals : 29/40
Business Continuity Management : 31/50
Energy Audit : 35/50
And of course to celebrate it off, TERM BREAK WAS EVEN BETTER!
Started off with kite flying on the last day of papers!
Monday to Wednesday : Next up was Dbl6 BBQ Pit at East Coast, it was superb i tell you!
Wednesday : And then i met Jamal for kite fying again at Sengkang!
Thursday : Work at Hilton and Jamal gave me a surprise visit with kuih tart for Mum!
Friday : Played tennis with Sufian and Shak and i vomitted twice. Luckily Baby took care of me till night.
Saturday & Sunday : REST! and then off to Kak Mai's Wedding!
Monday : YOG training with Dbl 6 and Jamal fetch me up to school after lunch.
Tuesday : Badminton at school with Yan and Jamal. Then Hafeez joined us for dinner and Babyboy watched The A-Team with me at the movies!
Wednesday : WORK AT HILTON. FLOOD. tsk.
Thursday : Met Jamal and watched The Karate Kid then off to East Coast! Sleepover Bestfriend's house. DOUBLE HAPPINESS PE!
Friday : Work at TM then met Firdaus at night to lepak.
Saturday : Parkway with Rin and Shazana!
Sunday : Kenduri at Mama's house.
Then when school started, it was better (in many bad ways) as it means more school work/projects and what nots.
So for now, Im really totally absolutely grateful for all the good things that happened to me. Infact i see Jamal and i see myself together as well. Even though the tough gets going sometimes but i guess its all the love and trust between us that really get us moving and happy. Its the littlest things we do for each other and the feelings that is so pure and secure. I just wanna say Happy 7th Months but well of course we're still dating and nevertheless gonna be busy with alot of school stuffs and YOG. I AM SO DEAAAAADDDDD. Gonna post pictures soon people!
but please dont shut me down.
and with solely gratitude im thankful im still able to update it again!
and what shall i say.
TERM TESTS ARE OVER!!!
Praises be to God that i passed all.
Building Sensors and Actuators : 47/50
Networking Fundamentals : 29/40
Business Continuity Management : 31/50
Energy Audit : 35/50
And of course to celebrate it off, TERM BREAK WAS EVEN BETTER!
Started off with kite flying on the last day of papers!
Monday to Wednesday : Next up was Dbl6 BBQ Pit at East Coast, it was superb i tell you!
Wednesday : And then i met Jamal for kite fying again at Sengkang!
Thursday : Work at Hilton and Jamal gave me a surprise visit with kuih tart for Mum!
Friday : Played tennis with Sufian and Shak and i vomitted twice. Luckily Baby took care of me till night.
Saturday & Sunday : REST! and then off to Kak Mai's Wedding!
Monday : YOG training with Dbl 6 and Jamal fetch me up to school after lunch.
Tuesday : Badminton at school with Yan and Jamal. Then Hafeez joined us for dinner and Babyboy watched The A-Team with me at the movies!
Wednesday : WORK AT HILTON. FLOOD. tsk.
Thursday : Met Jamal and watched The Karate Kid then off to East Coast! Sleepover Bestfriend's house. DOUBLE HAPPINESS PE!
Friday : Work at TM then met Firdaus at night to lepak.
Saturday : Parkway with Rin and Shazana!
Sunday : Kenduri at Mama's house.
Then when school started, it was better (in many bad ways) as it means more school work/projects and what nots.
So for now, Im really totally absolutely grateful for all the good things that happened to me. Infact i see Jamal and i see myself together as well. Even though the tough gets going sometimes but i guess its all the love and trust between us that really get us moving and happy. Its the littlest things we do for each other and the feelings that is so pure and secure. I just wanna say Happy 7th Months but well of course we're still dating and nevertheless gonna be busy with alot of school stuffs and YOG. I AM SO DEAAAAADDDDD. Gonna post pictures soon people!
