what do you say?
what's left for you to say?
i own my say.
i have much more to say.

Then i run - mew

Mew - Then I Run.

Sleeping, I saw you in a dream
Hey, I'm feeling kinda sick these days
I come along, I smell the air
I hear them smile and I'm beside me
My head feels light and so are theirs
Frames are molded once again
I feel it come, I go outside
And I lay down in the cool grass
When I look up it isn't there,
But you can sense it in the evening

And then I run, and then I run
And then I run, and then I run
And then I run, and then I run

I guess I should have seen them coming
I guess I should have seen them
I should have seen them

21st November.

Who would have thought i could relive a moment i once had before?
And it was good to begin with.
A tingling of shy and a mix of adventure.
It wasnt even close to what i expected.
Now thats what i call a celebration after a year of being of no attachment.
Even though it wasnt a celebration even in the slightest bit.
And the feeling lingers now.

have you ever burp like there's no tomorrow?
trust me, it hurts.
nyahahaha.
gastric gastric kill yourself.
dont let me go down with you.

i wanna LAUGH on a bed full of sunflowers.

CCN DAY WAS LIKE HAVOC PEH MAPLEK.
and thanks to all the people who actually gave me freeee stuffs!
CCN DAY should be called FREE LOADER DAY for me aye! hehehe.

Met up with my girls last week Monday!

And last last Friday, Azil and myself didnt know what to do.

So end up after lunch we went to MUSTAFA CENTRE! hahaha.

and as we walked pass by, we saw this shop.

ABC CHEAPEST STORE IN SINGAPORE.
like FOUR TIMES lahhhhhh!

and we walked all the way from Mustafa to Suntec.

sappppppp, berpeluh! haha.

Chapter One.

6 days come and went.

with little talks you start to mend.

you gave tensed face to the cure.

i cant thank you much more.

Chapter Two.

with every touch.

you lurch as much.

all i can but to assume.

i think im scared.

because your actions meant much.

but now it cant touch.

withdraw from those.

before i get worse.

Chapter Three.

even hello seems rotten.

we avoid looking at each others eye inside the bus.

you remembered but you try as if you dont.

and you say you cant fall the same way twice.

let's end this chapter now.

what do you say?

chapter one.

i let pictures deceived me.
even though deep down i wanted to go a little further.
it's the same old excuse.
im sorry.
it's my bad.
and that makes you ease your stay.
havent seen you since then.
and i wish with my small eyes i could, for the very first time.
one week is not enough, not enough.

chapter two.

and oh what a nice visit it was.
my heart was in a beatbox routine altogether.
my fingers shake in excitement.
my face blush in embarrassment.
my eyes linger to see more.
you dressed up like no other.
and thank you was all you seem to say.
and your smile made my day.

chapter three.

caught up yet again.
and this time it doesnt seem to work.
you forgot,
you were the one who left first.
you forgot,
you were the one who didnt answer.
and yet again, it really doesnt matter.
not anymore.

see. i hate all these.
it's trying to become an issue.
can we just alter our ego away and get the good things going?
you get me?

i'm gonna work my ass off so that i can forget.

if my hair is like this everyday,

i'm the most happiest girl in the world.

woohoo!

i love my bestfriend.
i love my kickass girlfriends.

i love my ite mates.

i love my poly aye them people.

i love my colleagues at icecream palace.

i love my other outside friends.
i love the way you speak french even though i know its wrong.

it's too late for misconceptions.

and like a see-saw,

there's room for improvement.

but even with flaws,

we de-breed the deception.

have you ever wonder how was it like for me?

you cant come back and say hey again.

it doesnt start from the very same line.

i had my share and you had yours.

why not leave it that way?

and as people (or you) may have asked again,

i would say thanks for asking.

but i dont have one, do i?

and does it even matter?

but then,

if your answer is no, can i change your mind?

okay wait.

actually aku tak paham ape aku tulis.

agh.

"Syndicate"

Halfway around the world
Lies the one thing that you want
Buried in the ground, hundreds of miles down
First thing that arises in your mind while you awake
Is bending you til you break
Let me hold you now

Baby close your eyes
Don't open til the morning light
Baby don't forget
You haven't lost it all yet

Don't know what your made of
Til the one thing that you want
To come in with the dawn and suddenly changes
Monday, syndicate meets everyone the same
But all we've lost to the flame
Listen to me now

Baby close your eyes
Don't open til the morning light
Don't ever forget
We haven't lost it all yet
All we know for sure
Is all that we are fighting for
Baby don't forget
We haven't lost it all yet

Someday when this is over
We may still have no answer
For now it's when I hold ya
We are closer, we are closer
We are closer, we are closer

Baby close your eyes
Don't open til the morning light
Don't ever forget
We haven't lost it all yet
And all we know for sure
Is all that we are fighting for
Baby don't forget
We haven't lost it all yet

We are closer
We are closer
(We haven't lost it all yet)
Now we are closer
(We haven't lost it all yet)
We are closer

dedicated to afeeq.
you must be stronger than this.
i know theres a way out somewhere. :)