once again, when did i last blog?
and then again, who cares?

oh well.
it's been such a really awesome and frantic ride these past few weeks.
let's start.

School.
hectic. with quizzes and lab tests and whatnots.
and hopefully one day, DOUBLE SIX will make it as a design. hahaha.
we are the clan man.
whats school without all these people? nyeh.

Work.
that blardy maplek peh siglap took our remaining chairs and tables.
so that makes my outlet to have only 5 dine in sofas and tables.
i mean, CMON. why cant you people JUST LEAVE MY HD CSQ ALONE?
you people keep blabbering on our low sales.
YOU COME DOWN AND WORK AH IF LIKE THAT.
you see how every day, every night we suffer for sales.
knowing that the mall doesnt contain that many shoppers.
you people should feel our misery.
if you wanna open HD TM, CLOSE DOWN HD CSQ.
dont be too stupid and have two outlets at two malls which are just beside each other.
YOU JOLLY WELL WILL KNOW THAT THE OTHER OUTLET WONT DO AS GOOD.
you people and brush off your ass on your jobs and paper work at office.
but dont ever criticise HD CSQ.
it was a successful outlet ONCE.
you are the ones who made it fall.
so if HD CSQ is not doing well, you people should think of ways to save it.
not just leave it like that.
WHAT ABOUT ME, US, THE SUPER PEOPLE, THE STAFFS WHO HAVE WORKED AND SLUGGED IT OUT ALL THESE WHILE?!
have you people ever thought of what we feel to see this workplace which we feels like our second home just go down like that?
you people are just trying too hard and being irresponsible.
you people made me dont wanna go to work.

and of course, i have always enjoy every single time with you Mr J.
thank you for letting me see whats worth it all.
thank you for bringing me around and let me seep in those sceneries.
thank you for letting me leave my memories.
thank you for teaching me to grow.
and lastly, thank you for always being there, even for the slightest things.

my two weeks of school holidays were mostly packed!
i didnt touch any of my school stuffs but off to work and enjoy!
and to end it all was a quick trip to Pahang with Bestfriend and family for four days!
back to school and it feels very cranky aye.
BUCK UP, WAKE UP HASLINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Outing, People!

Happy 25th Jamal!

Happy Birthday Darling Firah!

i love you okay!

My bestfriend is my other half.

My girls complete every piece of me.

My boys stand by me.

My poly mates made every weekday a happy day.

My every other outside friends are always there.

And i thank God for all the good people that surrounds me.

and yes, 2010 felt nothing at all.

2009 was rough and edgy but still left an etch of what seemed one of the good years.

i kept thinking, what have i done for the past 19 years of my life?

did i waste it?

did i cherish it?

did i make full good use of it?

i just wish for good health and wealth and a whole lot of happiness in my life and everyone else that i know of.

the world is beautiful, love deeply the Most Merciful, exhale fresh air in full.

i realised, i am never alone.

and thank you.

because ever since you came,

you insured something ive kept out of myself for a year.

you showed me that life has more to what i have now.

you made me feel secured whenever im with you.

you let me lose myself and back up on me.

you taught me how to make things work.

and the best of all,

you instill a drive in me that will work even if one day we fall apart.

IM SO SCARED OF MY ENDOSCOPY TEST LATER AT 10 AM.

i cant sleep at all.
MAPLEK.

YOU MAKE PROVING SEEMS SO DIFFICULT.

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong.
Black and white didn't fit you and all along.
You were shaded with patience, your strokes of everything.
That I need just to make it and I can see that.

Secrets - One Republic.

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

i saw reminisces of yours.
that's why i took a step back.
is this what you call jealousy?
i wonder.

i pulled myself again.
the feelings drowned the pain.
indeed i feel the strain.
especially when it starts to rain.

i looked at my watch.
tick tock tick tock.
even a fine paper will get a blotch.
when someone voice their mock.

i dont understand why it falls this way.