like a rollercoaster ride, i made it through.
& with every might, i had to.
keep telling to self about the word strong.
tried hard enough to prove everyone wrong.
oh maybe, i was the one who make it look like a big deal.
when i sleep less & skip my lunch or dinner meal.
try and try as i could.
to push self forward & not to boot.
so when i let it go to let it fall.
little did i know, i havent got it at all.
& time ticks you see,
so i push harder so i wont get down that measly.
at the very end of decision making,
i realised it's all about starting.
afresh & new,
like my favourite camomile tea brew.
but oh please oh God, show me, tell me how & why.
dont let others ever see me cry.
cause i still true to own.
i shall smile & not to frown.
so had a few events this week which was reaaaalllly awesome + greeeeaaat + fullamak + shiok!
first up was the blarrrdddy badminton play-about with rin & faisal.
next up was the meeting at HD CS & mass meeting at HD TM.
alongside where we had our eat up for supper!
& not forgetting that sweet little picnic of ours!
sadly, hafizah mikah cant get to join us.
but we had total frigging lots of freaky funny faggot time to ourselves!
& the pretty people who made it possible - Azil, Rin, Shazie, Firah!
despite all the bitch-about, the laughs of lots, the lateness, the munchies, the taiti, the attitude,
you girls are still the best! hehe.
then when i searched deep down inside,
i couldnt find you.
you're like haagen dazs icecream.
after-taste of the best but a vast consumption.
it's like a feeling easy to lose,
something i hate to trust.
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