the girl with her all-time sugar rush period.
as quoted by suniya.

Here, a little jealousy, I hope you think of me.
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night.
Cause I feel like I'm inside out.
You got me upside down.
Maybe I was holding on too tight.

Even if I wanted to.
I don't think that I'd get to you.
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again.

So don't you say goodbye to me.
Just turn your back away and leave.
And if you're lucky, I will be your last regret, your only friend.

adaptation from Inside Out by YellowCard for Music Vox Audition.
& the best thing is, it really describes that someone right now in my life.

last minute meet up with Firah & Azil on Friday.
the girls are a bunch of noisy stuffs man!
bumped into Firdaus for awhile, where we fought & he made my hand bleed.
bloody faggot kia punya Aus! hahaha.

things to note:
1) TERM TESTS COMING UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's starting tomorrow.
2) ELF Training on 6th & 8th June.
3) MUSIC VOX AUDITION @ TP.
4) WORK! WORK! WORK!
5) Outings with my B-boys & G-girls!!!
6) A trip to Zoo or Sentosa or anywhere with fellow classmates.

note to self : CHIONG ALL THE WAY AH!!! hahaha. i love to self-motivate myself. i mean, WHY NOT lah kan!

to forgo is a maybe.
to avoid is best.
but then consequences made me see.
that the best is less.

Labels: we are running from

DIG THIS, PEOPLE! KRIS ALLEN WON!!! hahaha.
he is so gonna replace Mraz in my heart, baby.
but then, Mraz is first love.
oh wait, i like Jonathan Togo as well from CSI Miami.
shitto - 3-in-1. hot or what! :)

blahblahblah.
meet-up with the girls as usual on wednesday.
& had a quick study with my all-time-favourite-female-drug a.k.a shak!

3 people i wanna say thanks to :

had a movie with aus paus maus haus!
awwww man.
he was the scandal of the day. hahaha.
take good care of your girlfriend dok.
next time tgk Transformers dgn budak2 ITE okay baby!
thanks for everything darling.

next up was syafiq. he sent me to madrasah with his family car!

lastly was off to fetch haziq so he could teach me maths on saturday.
thanks many2 small boy!
he could restrain himself for 10 mins! hahaha.
more records to break baby.

history is not to repeat itself.
when i cant even convince myself.
you take a look at ourselves.
& the thing is, you cant figure it out yourself.

Labels: small things

all i can say is, i want KRIS ALLEN to win American Idol this year!!!

Monday was a meet-up with the few HD people to have Kat's farewell dinner at Swensens!

the rest of the week at school was chaotic & funny.

therefore, that makes last Friday one hectic day.
met up with Firah after school for a really super quick lunch, where we bumped into danial alzulfik & sham who alongside went to dine in with us at Macd!
next up was the make-up CKT lecture at school.

then off to meet Ryhanizam, that oh-cutey-pimply-blushy guy. hahaha. it's been ages since we last saw each other! & he's alot more cuter now because he's a bit chubbier! he got really wet when the rain started to pour when he was across the street from me. luckily he didnt catch a cold. oh ry... hahaha.

you cant keep saying last time.
because there's no more of that.
you cant keep saying it's fine.
when you know i ended there & then.

last but not least, quick dinner with Michelle Sitoh! she's such a bitch, slut and whore, you know? but the best of all is, she's a KWUDA. that's her group name for a camp she had attended. but i call her KWUDA as well, cos it means KAU WITH YOU DIG ASS. even though it was short, we had great funfunfun! & i dont ever wanna eat with you KFC again, Sitoh!

had lunch with Rin on sunday! before we proceed to her house to settle my presentation.
THANKS A BUNCH WIWIN!!!

Zulraihan waited up for me after school & he helped me with CKT just now.
Soon after, that budak sebelah block kawan primary school aku turun! hahaha.

i have to live it.
because it's hard to get.
i have to make it.
because it's not mine to fret.

Labels: that we lost it all

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying.

cant always be in hope & with confidency.
cause i know i might lose it all someday, you see.

Labels: and i've got my happy friends

fuck.
why must my health always get in the way of some of the most important things in my life?!

highlights of the week :
1) late lunch cum early dinner with the childhood playground friend, ZULRAIHAN, on Monday!
2) errrrr. i cant remember for Tuesday anyway.
3) meetup with G-Girls on Wednesday!
4) went to sch with Shazie on Thursday!
5) jamming with TP mates & ELF on Friday!
6) new madrasah place & timing on Saturday!
7) working with new manager on Sunday.

why is it that when you talk, it feels like you own the world?
it seems that im the only girl.
it seems that you take me in.
it seems that there's no wind.

why is it that when you walk, you took my breathe away?
you made me think astray.
you made me lead nowhere.
you made me feel fresh air.

let's just say that everything was fine until there came Friday.
so much for TGIF.

Labels: my gastric pills

working for Labour Day was well, errrrrrrr out of sorts? hahaha. baaaad flu on thursday, friday was the after-effects. after which we had supper to celebrate kat's face-off to hilton!

gua sayang sama itu katherine ah. then alan punya birthday on friday. fullstop. alan the supervisor = CHANGED MAN!

saturday last minute meetup with that bitch, Rin Barney.
i must say sorry cos i left her twice to go yak2 man!
that's when the diarrhoea starts.
then late at night, i vomitted my lunch.
cool or what.
okay, record now is : 22 times berak2 within two days. im counting it down people.
tell me something about diarrhoea. hahaha.
worst personal record man.

so sunday was even worst man after eat out at simpang!
anyways, abang nizam fetched ibu,adik,kakak & myself then along with abang nizam's whole family plus here & there semua vroom2 to Courts Megastore & i bought an Acer laptop!
as the cost was divided into three with ibu, ayah & myself, i hafta fork out about 600 bucks of my hard earned money to chip in man!
there goes my kachings set aside for motor license.
i shall get it back & go take the lesen ey!
& for that, i must be disciplined to save school pocket money & work my ass off, again!

& people. i just wanna be HEALTHY.
i want to get rid of my never-ending gastric.
i want to be strongly immuned.
i want my gums to unbleed.
why am i so weak? HAHAHAHA.

aku sumpah, there wont be a NEXT TIME, SUCKER!

Labels: you'll find it all