DIG THIS NEW SHIT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXAMS ARE OVERRR!!!!

ESFAC was okay. i need 75 marks for main paper!
E MATHS 1 was awesome except for the last 2 questions.
CKT was errrrrrrrr. i BADLY NEED TO PASS this module.

Finally done studying everyday, no more smoking, no more sleepless nights, no more pulling of hair, no more fighting with friends over solutions, no more worked examples, no moreeee!

OKAY NOW I MUST THINK WHAT TO DO WITH MY HOLIDAYS.
heee. work, lepak & jogging are essentials!

off to celebrate last day of exam to break fast with poly mates.
then off to sheesha!
awesome lepak time to party!
and off to get Midnight Cookies&Cream from workplace!

celebrated Shazana and Nizar Happy 18th and 16th last Friday!

thanks to mama su and bik titi for cooking.

and lepak till night with monopoly and taiti.

HAPPY 18th SITI NUR SHAZANA!

best wishes for you, baby.

sayang kau many many many!

i look all around but look at what i've found.

and i bet,

the best have yet to come.

take a look at the time.

please let everything be fine.

i wish, i wish...

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yesssahhhhhhhhhh! recovered from my high fever. and my meds are all gone.

it was druggy man, to eat 16 pills per day and at the same time, i brought along 6 types of meds whereever i go.

but im still feeling the after-effects ey.

okay done with that.

did quite a few things this week but mostly are the usuals.

other than that, i actually have a lot to say.

alot to remind.

alot to question.

alot to think.

alot to cry for.

but who cares.

i think i need some kind of therapy.

i'm not gonna lose myself, and that's for sure.

all i wanted to say, all i wanted to do.
is fall apart now.
all i wanted to feel, i wanted to love.
is all my fault now.
one republic - mercy

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hey yaw.

OKAY TO BEGIN WITH, THANKS TO HILMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ive got my first birthday present already. hahaha.

sayang sama lu ah bro. lu manyak baik sama gua.

so i had a best berok outing with shazie and azil on TGIF.

we head down to arab st to get shazie's birthday presents and actually she's not supposed to follow lah! our plans all spoilt ey. and off to meet her back at tampines to shop again then thanks to faroz for sending me back home before going over to shazie's place for dinner.

off to lavender on saturday morning to collect passports!

and lastly to maths tuition and expo and BK TM.

talk about working on sunday morning as per usual, it was dreadful ey!

firstly, late to work!

secondly, very bad sore throat and cough!

thirdly, last night got breakage so topping cabinet need to clean thus no topping as alan threw it all away.

fourthly, no chocolate spinkles and the almond nibs and flakes are not roasted. thanks to yao fan - made me roast two packs of almonds.

fifthly, didnt eat for the whole period im working. aghhhh. shucks. stomach noisy.

sixthly,i'm sorry to everyone who asked me out on national day. i just cant go out. even ayah said i'm like ayam berak kapur. i was so sick lah.

seventhly, i cry, while watching the ndp parade. i miss npcc. miss npdp. miss everyone. miss mustaqim, miss shahid.

eighthly, theres donut empire for dinner!

ninthly,im debating with salihin about WWE. my goodness. i wanna five start frog splash tu anak!

tenthly,im wondering when to watch the drag me to hell DVD.

last but not least. EXAMS ARE COMING. walaowe.

and thus, all this is your fault because you did that decision.

it's because of you, i fear the consequences.

it's because of you, i detest certain things.

it's because of you, i wonder much.

i thought i told you from the very beginning, how it should be.

you're just too gullible, too egoistic, too pretending.

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I WANT ALL CHICKY MEAL SPONGEBOB TOYS, CAN?

study sessions, bitch-about, eat, drink. what else is new?

fagging my ass off for main semestral exams yaw!

full marks for esfac lab! fuhhhyoooo.

can i have straight hair for Raya?
haha.
oh this is so last two years, with shazie making my hair for Graduation Night.
how i miss being so young and carefree.

and myself and yan studied at workplace on monday night.

followed along with a mini celebration for Viona's Belated Birthday at Workplace.
heavenly cheesecake! thanks to Alan Tan!

then off to Mama's house for the kenduri on Sunday.
i got a new cousin name Muhammad Shawifi.
and let's just say it's a tired day!

and what else am i to say.

when you've decided what to do.

what else is there for me to stay.

when im done with eveything thats got to do with you.

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I WANT TO GO BACKPACKING AND GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE.
too cool for school.

we are already kicking ass on CKT, MATHS and ESFAC.
how cool is that. hah.

31st July 2009.
marks your 20th Birthday.
it's a been a year and 2 months since you're gone now.
how i wish you're still alive, still here to accompany me before i go to bed, still here to talk to me even when you're at camp in your bunk bed, still here to entertain me with your silly jokes, still here to sms me every morning weekday when i'm in school, still here to be present in my life.
and as time goes by, it seems like it was just yesterday when you left the world behind you.
i hope, someday, we'll meet again.
meanwhile, take good care alright.
& as usual, i miss you Lolok!

speaking of which,
Condolences to Arwah Cikgu Sulastri (on Wednesday) and Arwah Tok Junjun(Saturday).
why must i face with deaths every year?

HELLO MARINA BARRAGE!
what a well spent Wednesday!

any more pictures will be at my facebook jyeah.

Next time i dont wanna work on Friday.
Firstly, i see people i dont wanna see, i see things people have been keeping from me.
goddamnit. for goodness sake. why cant you just stay true and tell me the truth?!
it's not like i cant take it. i've been far worst than that.
Secondly, got too many customers to handle with only me & Alan.
then roland hafta come. sucha bitch.
workmates, PLEASE DO MEMORISE the mooncake menu and promotions k!
and then one by one those faggot kia customers come and go.
i have a INDIAN customer who wants to buy 2 pints of Macadamia Nut and bring it to INDIA. i asked him is it was Little India. he said NO. i want to pack pack icecream after this go home then go India. i replied him and said you mean fly fly, take aeroplane, overseas India country? he answered YES! and he cannot take it when i said my dry ice can last for only 45mins to 1 hour. asshole. okay i'm not tryna be racist here but he just cant get my point and my floor is full house and my kitchen berterabur and there's also takeaway customers. and i feel silly when i keep apologising to these unreasonable customers.
I WANT TO QUIT HAAGEN DAZS!

not to forget,
HAPPY 53th Birthday, Ayah!

picture at rumah wak na pe. hahaha!

Celakanya
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku
Kau pergi dah hilang ke mana pun kau suka
Celakanya
Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk ku banggakan
Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk ku andalkan
Diantara pedih aku selalu menantimu
sheila on 7 - seberapa pantaskah.

feels like i'm drifting apart from the many important people in my life.
and it's a feeling i wanna ditch.
and yes, i would love a happier life for my own. who doesnt?

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