I WANT TO GO BACKPACKING AND GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE.
too cool for school.
too cool for school.



marks your 20th Birthday.
it's a been a year and 2 months since you're gone now.
how i wish you're still alive, still here to accompany me before i go to bed, still here to talk to me even when you're at camp in your bunk bed, still here to entertain me with your silly jokes, still here to sms me every morning weekday when i'm in school, still here to be present in my life.
and as time goes by, it seems like it was just yesterday when you left the world behind you.
i hope, someday, we'll meet again.
meanwhile, take good care alright.
& as usual, i miss you Lolok!
speaking of which,
Condolences to Arwah Cikgu Sulastri (on Wednesday) and Arwah Tok Junjun(Saturday).
why must i face with deaths every year?
HELLO MARINA BARRAGE!
what a well spent Wednesday!
what a well spent Wednesday!




Next time i dont wanna work on Friday.
Firstly, i see people i dont wanna see, i see things people have been keeping from me.
goddamnit. for goodness sake. why cant you just stay true and tell me the truth?!
it's not like i cant take it. i've been far worst than that.
Secondly, got too many customers to handle with only me & Alan.
then roland hafta come. sucha bitch.
workmates, PLEASE DO MEMORISE the mooncake menu and promotions k!
and then one by one those faggot kia customers come and go.
i have a INDIAN customer who wants to buy 2 pints of Macadamia Nut and bring it to INDIA. i asked him is it was Little India. he said NO. i want to pack pack icecream after this go home then go India. i replied him and said you mean fly fly, take aeroplane, overseas India country? he answered YES! and he cannot take it when i said my dry ice can last for only 45mins to 1 hour. asshole. okay i'm not tryna be racist here but he just cant get my point and my floor is full house and my kitchen berterabur and there's also takeaway customers. and i feel silly when i keep apologising to these unreasonable customers.
I WANT TO QUIT HAAGEN DAZS!
not to forget,
HAPPY 53th Birthday, Ayah!
HAPPY 53th Birthday, Ayah!
Celakanya
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku
Kau pergi dah hilang ke mana pun kau suka
Celakanya
Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk ku banggakan
Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk ku andalkan
Diantara pedih aku selalu menantimu
sheila on 7 - seberapa pantaskah.
feels like i'm drifting apart from the many important people in my life.
and it's a feeling i wanna ditch.
and yes, i would love a happier life for my own. who doesnt?