
workplace is closing down tomorrow.
30th April 2010.
who would have known the time have finally come and it certainly is saddening.
2 and a half years gone just like that.
and im left with 3 options.
1) Work and slog my ass of at TM.
2) Transfer myself to Haagen Dazs Hilton.
3) Quit, get a new job, start afresh.and each one of this contains risks i cant hold.

i always thought i was stronger.
infact i see myself as someone who can take many things in one flight.
but i see my energy draining away sometimes i couldnt regain it back.
who would have known that loving you is like an energy?
when we're out of our league, my energy burst away.
when we're deeply together, you make me high inside.
& at all times, it should be about learning, giving, taking and of course, loving.
but time is an issue.
an issue that we can never control.
like what you said, different paths of ours, the situations, commitments.
so what? are we gonna give it up?
or are we gonna give it a go?
we are far from having this dream of ours.
its far enough to make me want to stop dreaming.
and in some ways it hurts.
but im tired of searching when ive found you.
6 months going good and maybe if there is, 6 years.
and some nights, i want to make it without you.
and if i could, and i know i can, i would like to fall in love with you again.
& i thank Allah for everything he have given me.